memetik anggur

yes. this is my second attempt. attempt pertama dulu at http://anithaaziz.blogspot.com/ nampaknye kurang berhasil. i should stop doing this. stop starting something that i know will only last halfway.

but i'm tempted okay. i'm bored. i'm currently what people categorize as penganggur. kenapa ek org yg x bekerja ni dipanggil penganggur? i mean its not like i've been memetik anggur sepanjang tempoh pengangguran ni. I mean seriously anggur pun dah lama x makan (mahal siot anggur kat malaysia esp yg seedless punya). but yes, okay i get it, i'm a penganggur.

and its not like i enjoy membuang masa je (big fat lie... i lurveeee membuang masa) tapi nampaknye KKM belum lagi mahu memanggil pekerja berdedikasi ini untuk memulakan langkah berbakti kepada masayarakat, bangsa dan negara. i have a big hunch that its gonna happen after the pilihan raya. yalah, i mean kerajaan ada banyak lagi benda nak pikir, nk berkempen laa, nk menang hati rakyat yg dah tawar laa... xde masa nak pikir pasal pekerja marhain nii...

so i'm starting a blog. why? sebab semalam i made kuih sri muka. atas dia macam lembik sikit sbb masa letak tepung tu banyak yg melekat kat cawan so byk tepung yg tertinggal. tapi for a beginner okaylaaa tuuuu... anyway that's not the point. the point is after making the kuih i felt really accomplished (i know its just buat kuih, makcik jual kuih tepi jalan tu buat hari2 x jakon pun) but i don't do this often and when i say not often i mean like never so bile buat rasa bangga sgt. so post laa kat instag, twitter, fb... kecoh maaakkk... kuih je ponggg... then teringat pasal along cakap nk buat food blog. then ntah hari ni terus buat...

kuih sri muka lembik sikit sumber inspirasi

lama sgt x buat blog ni camana nak buat layout pun dh x ingat. nk kena tutorial balik ni...dulu buat blog pun bukan org baca sgt pun... but tu bukan laa alasan utama nk buat blog. tapi kalau ada org baca bestlaaa jugak... i'm not a good writer, not that i don't write good, i love writing, but sometimes its really hard to stay truthful and to just be myself about it. i mean i want people to have a good impression about me. x tahulaa but  i have this constant need for people to have a good tanggapan about myself, so sometimes i guess i berpura-pura kottt

bukanlaaa berpura-pura jadi retis ke apa... but tahlaa.. so i'm making a new resolution (although its highly doubtful that i will keep to it) that i'll try to write whatever comes to mind and try to write as truthful as possible. org nk baca ke x, org nk percaya ke x terpulanglaaa... let's leave it at that. for the time being i'm gonna go start exploring this thing. berkarat dah ilmu blogging ni...

p/s: x tahu nk delete blog lama ke x... pikir dulu laaa